It is vaguely strange how i seem to find the mood to write only when i am feeling down. The words just seem to flow, just like tears. Wait a min. Before i go on. I must clarify that i am not weeping like a woman now. There are no tears. It's just a metaphor.
Well.. as it is.. i've put off blogging for some time, in fact quite some time now. 2 months?? Or more?? Since my last entry. It doesn't matter. Despite pleas from andy tan to update my blog, haha.. and i say that truthfully, i'd tried but somehow, i couldn't find any subject worth a significant amount of my time to commit here. esp. since i am in the midst of my exams.
Transexual bride Jesse?? Too much hype. Hanging of the aussie Nyugen?? Too politcal. Hmm.. though i did contemplate penning something about what i read in Gods Debris. 'Nuff said. It didn't happen.
Its funny how fate or God if the deeply religious so desire, can twirl us -- puny human beings around His little finger. We constantly walk the path of the unknown. Does our powerlessness accentuate His omnipotence even more? Is He laughing at our pathetic struggles now? Just like how i used to like putting my finger right in front of an ant wherever he crawls. I would laugh every time the little ant tried to move in an different direction whenever met with my finger obstacle. It seems that i enjoy my "omnipotence" in the face of the powerless ant. If i wanted, i could easily crush you with my lil' finger. Stupid ant.
In restrospect, this seemed to resemble the relationship i have with Him almighty.
